:::Sunday, December 19, 2004:::
[Don't Delay,Stand Up... @ 2:04 AM]
-=:::ThE ReVoLuTiOn Of WiLsOn...:::=-
Yong Wei is finally back in SG!!! Tekong was reported sinking because he gained weight while doing is extra 2 month due to obesity. Interestingly how did he do that... Yong Wei is the only one who understand me as he went through the same problem that I have.. Not all but he kinda understand me because he made the effort to (The only friend who has ever do that) and I have been working with him for the past 3 years.
I poured out my problems. Basically... we agreed that what happen was I was doing things without a goals. No purpose. I had not plan what I wanted in life.
Another point was that I burned out. All the problems could have been avoided if I knew what I wanted and what was my priority to it.
I kept limiting myself. I have to be 101% responsible for the goals I made.
Practice good time management, Set time for everything and nothing should override each other based on priority.
Once that is done, I have to pay the price to make it happen. Even its hard, I still must look forward as Its the ending that rewards.
Priority
1) Studies
2) Family
3) Pei Bing (Special Friend )
4) Yong Wei and Gang ( They have been the one that supported me when I needed them)
5) Daniel and Gang ( I am indebt to them for their assistance to supporting the Information Hub)
6) My Dream to be an Ent. and be able to make lots of ppl happy.
7) SJAB
I'm going to re edit my goals again later (after I finish writing the Telemarketing Chapter). This time round I'm going to plan even more deeper.
Why I placing friend more important? Cos its usless to be everything without friends and family. Good friends. Best Friends..
I'm happy that Peibing still reads my blog everyday.She says she still wants to know what happen to me. She can't stop herself from going into my blog.
I made an agreement with her. We be special close friends. As super good friends, We care for each other , go out , chat. We can know what happen to each other everyday. I just want her to be happy and well. Thats most important. No use to be steads if she is not happy. I just want her to smile again. The cheerful self. The happy self. The Peibing that I used to know. The one that I can chat with her over the phone all night about nonsenses. We two are suppose to be the nonsesnse kings and queen. After got into a relationship to her, I forgot all about nonsensing because I didn't know what to do, went into a relationship too fast to understand what she wanted.
We were both hurt. We need time for those wounds to heal. If Fate permits, We might get back again after some time.. Not too soon.. we will just take this slowly. I leave this to gods hands. But This time, I'm sure, mistake of the past will not happen again.
God knows whats the best for both of us..(Prays Hard)...
I cannot keep staying down. I still her as a friend support. Still part of the beam. If I keep staying down, I'm only destroying the beam. By the time I know it, Its gone. I have to be strong for her, for my gangs, for life.
