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:::Saturday, April 09, 2005:::

[SJAB Day @ 11:19 PM]

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My Safari Unifrom rank

My Public Duty Uniform rank

well.. It sure felt like an SJAB day for me.. I woke up pretty late this morning ( my stupit habit of sleeping late and waking up late is still affecting me ) . I pretty much spend my time eating breakfast and watching cartoon... It was well into 2 PM than I decided to go to see the Zone's First Aid Competition. I was kinda broke So I decided to cash in my tickets for cash..
Following that, I got into a cab and headed for boon lay secondary school. This cab driver was damm pissed off as I could not tell him the actual address of Boon Lay Secondary and had to check the street directory.. Could tell his pissed off mood when he slamm his street directory here and there. I wanted to Tip him for his service but I was also very pissed by his action and decided not to tip him in the end.
When i got to Boon Lay. It was like almost 5pm. Jie Yuan called me to go over and Talk crap and enjoy each other company... well... Did not see him for quite some time as he is currently doing his BMT. We wanted to go out but Ding Jun was not able to do so as he has his papers on monday.
We chatted waited for the Prize giving presentation to start. My corps sent 2 teams .. One got 6th in position, the other was 3rd.. out of 3 teams.. Nothing to be proud off due to the results.. we were so far away from the 2nd position. They seem happy.. I was rather pissed off.. We could do better..
Told Mdm Kwek that I resigned and alot others.. Its true that I resign but was given 6 months leave to reconsider.. How I wish they did not give me that 6 months.. Keep making me think of going back.. I miss the life of an officer,Been staring at my ranks... hoping that I could wear them and be back to active duties.. but... As much as I want to , SJ will not bring me to anywhere.. To go back will only prevent me to use my capabilites at better areas..

urgh.. Wonder what should I do...