:::Tuesday, March 01, 2005:::

[So lost... Just so Confused @ 12:59 AM]

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My mother asked me a question on why did I select such a massive and hard project for my final year project. I thought for a while and I think that this is me.. I don't know what is limit as I don't let a limit limit me.

Ever since Taking the First entrepurer project till now, I have been taking things that is beyond my capability and try to do them .

I don't really feel that bad for not completeing my project.. I have gained knowladge that not much people has. They downloaded the package and libraries for the SMS package while I did it from scratch.. Every single code of it... If I took it the safe way, would i be able to do it?

Take the case of the second store we had, ideas we had, were all beyond our capabilities but we never let ourself limit ourseld because of this reason... The ghost writer book which i wrote on Leadership, time managmement, human resource and telemarketing... They were not my strong topic and I still did them by doing more research and gained knowladge that no one in my age would have..

But why do I have such low productivity and so low moraled in doing the SMS buzz? Am I not interested to do it? Am I not having the desire to do it?

To define something I want to do an something that I need to do.. I have been doing SJAB from a Want to to become a Have to do... lost interest??? could that be the reason as well?

Just so confused by it

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