:::Wednesday, January 19, 2005:::

[ITs all over... @ 11:12 PM]

-=:::ThE ReVoLuTiOn Of WiLsOn...:::=-

I'm finally off from SJAB. Minsheng has approved of my resignation and I can finally concentrate on the one and only task... I feel kinda bad...Leaving everyone like that.. I'm kinda unwilling as well.. I still want to convert them to be better.. But I can't even settle myself.. How to settle them...

Business over, SJAB over... you think she will ever come back??

I really did what I promise to her.. Everything over by March... But I got a feeling this is not going to change her decision. But at least I did my side of the bargain. If she says no, what can i do.. I can rot till july and than go NS.

Did really nothing much today... But I felt that I did alot.. .This is bad..

I feel sucky.. I need to get out of this feeling... Someone save me from this drowning hole... I'm sabotaging my self...

I really can't believe this that I reduced to such a small puppet.. Lost of all reasons...

I close my final chapter of my old life..

Maybe it has something better on the other side

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