:::Thursday, January 06, 2005:::

[What a strange day @ 9:35 PM]

-=:::ThE ReVoLuTiOn Of WiLsOn...:::=-

This is getting bad.. my concentration span is getting from bad to worse.. I did not do anything else other than WISP and FFS... I should have finish both of this by morning and worked on my leadership book and FYP But I slacked.. Lazed around.. I felt irritated by it and became very bad mood today.. I could not control my temper today and it flared during the discussion ... I find it distrubing as this is not me.. I normally keep my temper to myself and only flared if I have to... worse still.. I felt worse as I scolded someone a bitch today.. Maybe because her style and tone and the way she does thing reminds me of someone in the past that I think is a bitch and I suddenly scolded her bitch.. Worse still.. I scolded her behind her back.. Worse still .. I think one of her friends heard it ... Not that I want to scold but I have no idea why I flared over her.. She did not provoke me... that the even worse still... Other than the other time where found her rude.... just ask me to go out and present without even preparing the material... when we were suppose to... Urgh... I feel so bad and trouble after that.. How am i going to face her tomorrow.? Haiz... Hate this sucky feeling... Hate this mood swings... Why am I facing such a problem? Why am i not productive ? Why am i having mood swings??

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